Thursday, 21 March 2019

feeling a bit lost

I feel like I've lost sight of myself during this module. I've taken on far too much and have 0 time to myself. I'm trying to juggle too much and therefore not having the time to devote enough time to each project and then my confidence is knocked because I'm not happy with anything I'm making. Its been a vicious cycle like this for a few weeks and my mental health has been being playing up recently. all in all no bueno. I was pleased with the work I made about Arundhati Roy for 503, it felt very me and visceral and sincere, I think i've lost this, Ive been flapping and producing sub par work. I'm craving time to just sit and ,make stuff for ME and get back into the swing of things but I just don't have time for this. This is all a brain vomit but some cathartic vomit at that. I'm going to take these couple of months as a life lesson to learn how to say no and to spend some time focusing on myself and making stuff for me as that isnt something Ive been able to do for a while. onwards n upwards it'll all be dandy soon.

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